Jesse, Rachel, Jaycee and Kolt

ONE WEEK

2011-06-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

Jesse has been gone ONE WEEK. I miss him so much its not even funny. I've always known we were made for eachother but being away really shows me that even more. Sitting down and thinking about it we've been on again off again for 12 years! Together almost completley for 10 years and married for 7 years! I love him so much! The kids miss him a lot and I know he misses us! I've heard from him a few times. Still waiting on letters and his address so I can send him some pictures and letters! We've kept busy with work, baseball, exercising and family time! I am ready for baseball to be over with but I know Jay enjoys it! Last night we walked from about 7:30 till 9:00 and it was perfect outside. I love getting jaycee out and exercising and love it when Kolten behaves!!! I am trying to stay as close to 1200 calories as I can and still try to get in at least two workouts a day! I'm planning on running with a friend tonight and looking forward to that! Jay has games Thursday and Friday and I'm ta king the kids to the pool on Saturday with Aunt C and Lauren. Then Sunday probably head up to my sisters and swim or just hang out! I may try to find something to do friday night hopefully catch up with Andy and Emily and their family, the kids play really well together~!

Right now i'm sitting at 189, thats 116 down from 305!!! Lets go, I've been stuck there for a month probably but not been the best eater.. I'm a stress eater so worrying about Jesse leaving and all that stuff had me snacking.. and now trying to pass the time has me snacking! I told Jesse I want to lose 20 lbs while he's gone so I beeter get going HARD to make that goal! Here I am annoucing my weight to the general public.. Motivation to make it decrease!!

Fitness Challenge

2011-06-03T11:41:00.000-07:00

I have decided to participate in a challenge and it is the Slimmer this Summer Challenge which is being hosted by Debbi at Debbi Does Dieting and Princess Mir at Two Years to Happy Weight After. Officially, the Challenge starts on Monday, June 6th but I thought I would plot out my plan ahead of time. The challenge runs for 12 weeks. I would like to be down 30 lbs by then....

I'm hoping that this will help me focus while Jesse is gone! I need all the help I can get. WHOSE WITH ME..

Long Long time, no see.

2010-03-14T13:21:00.000-07:00

Life is pretty great, the kids are great and the weather is FINALLY warming up. I love spring and i can't wait for a nice long warm weekend with NO rain! Kolten has had his first birthday and Jaycee is coming up on her 6th. We've been really busy with life and work. The kids are growing up so fast, jaycee LOVES school and can't wait until PeeWee baseball starts. She is so social. She is by far more social then i was at that age! She has recently made friends with a group of triplets in our neighborhood so we went from having no friends over *other then family* to having three girls over quite often. They are really good kids and they play well together.

Lets see what else. I'll post some pictures and you can see how much the kids have grown!

Oh and one last thing. The whole not having anything to do with my dad thing has taken an odd turn, instead of talking to me or texting or emailing even calling me... they saw an attorney to have them send me a letter and ask me to "leave the situation alone" nice to know even speaking of who your dad is can get them that worked up. At least i know they know i'm alive.. I have been trying to push a paternity test but he doesn't have to take it and i haven't heard anymore about it. I'm guessing that he won't take it.

Soooo anyway.. parents enjoy your kids, kids enjoy your family and i can say one thing.. i will NEVER make my children feel the way my father has made me feel. Larry Wagler, I hope one day you will come around and just acknowledge me.. we'll see i guess. I have nothing in my heart but love for him.. even after the hell he has made my life.

2009-10-27T10:27:00.001-07:00

Update Kind of...

2009-10-04T18:56:00.001-07:00

Ok, i haven't been on here in ages. We've been super busy and I just haven't made the time. Kolten has had an ear infection and been on two different antibiotics but he seems to be doing better. He is growing, last appointment at almost seven months he was 17lbs 14 oz. Jaycee LOVES school. She is doing the cheerleading thing at school so she will preform on the game on friday, can't wait to see that! Jesse and I went to the Colts game today.. I LOVE THE COLTS... Mom came and watched the kids and Matt Amos, jesse's cousin took Jay to the fishing derby at the lions club. They didn't catch anything but I thought that was sweet of him! I love my family, friends and my job most of the time! Jesse has been busy too and we're going out of town this weekend. Thats about it.. Here are some pictures!

By the way my Dads name is Larry :)

Old Post back in FEB that i apparently never posted.

2009-07-28T18:17:00.000-07:00

My husband thinks this is so stupid, lol Hope he changes his mind! Anyway tonight I got off work and we went to Bloomington. We went to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner and then drove by Olive Garden just to get dessert to go! It was nice time together, we usually can't run around so much but Jesse is on vacation. He has been off since last monday and he goes back this coming monday. Its nice to have time together and not just be in the routine of going to bed and getting up for work, *even though i'm still having to work*!!!

So about the whole dad situation. I grew up never having anything to do with my father. He is married and has two kids now. (three if you count me). I don't really understand the situation because he is very religious and seems to be a great person. I don't know how someone like that can have absolutely nothing to do with his own child. I have always sent him invitations for everything i have ever done, birthdays, graduation, baby shower, every birthday party we have had for Jaycee. Its amazing to me that it could not bother him at all to know he has a grandchild, a second one on the way and he has NOTHING to do with them. I don't get it. It has been really hard for me growing up, my sister has had things to do with her dad's side of the family. I was always so sad when we were younger when she would go do things with them, because I didn't have anyone like that. I don't get it. Sometimes it bothers me too because Jaycee doesn't have a grandfather. My dad could be one but he doesn't choose too, Jesse's dad passed away and he would kill to be involved in her life i'm sure. After having children I can't imagine not seeing them.

4 Month Checkup

2009-07-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

Kolten has grown.. and we just got back from Florida! Jaycee starts school in a couple of weeks and as always things are busy at our house! As of 5-6-09 Kolten Donald is 23.5 inches long and 12lbs 13 oz. He is a big boy! He is eating baby food and rolling over. Florida was great, good family time, spent lots of money but i'm glad we did it! Work is crazy as always and we have taken up a new hobby. Bicycle riding. Jesse got a new bike and i took his old one over and we have been riding for at least an hour a night. We're loving it and its great family time! I love family time! OH and my nephew Cooper Jude just turned 4! My sister and mitch are some of the best parents i've been around, not to mention they are adorable together. I'm very blessed to have such a great sister and brother in law! I love spending time with them!

Growing

2009-07-07T10:42:00.000-07:00

Its been a LONG time.

2009-05-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Well its been a while since i've been on here.

Work has been super busy, and so has life! Jaycee is playing TBALL this year, so thats super cute. Kolten just went to his two month checkup and Jaycee's birthday party is this coming saturday.

So let me think what all we have been up to. A restaurant that we loved before and had closed down is open again but only two days a week. Its called the OLD BANK and its in Linton, if you haven't been there, you should go only thing is you pretty much have to have reservations now. Its worth it though! Its getting close to a month that i've been back to work. Things there are going great, lots and lots to do. I love by job. And now we're planning Jaycee's birthday party. We've rented this huge combo jumphouse that has a slide on it and everything, and also a snow cone machine. How fun, the kids should love it. Also just ordered her Hannah Montana cupcakes that she's wanting. Party is at our house on May 16th and two. Hope everyone can make it!

Kolten has slept through the night twice now. He's doing great. He was 6lbs 14 oz's and 18 inches long when he was born, at his two month appointment he was 12 lbs 13 oz's and 23 1/2 inches long. Man time is flying. I'll add some pictures, hope you all enjoy!

Oh one last thing, we've gotten colts season tickets this year. We have two more games to get rid of. Seahawks Jaguars and possibly the patriots. Let me know if anyone is interested. Section 445 row 6 and face value is 150 a ticket. I know expensive...

Catch Up

2009-04-07T12:19:00.000-07:00

So a lot has been going on! Kolten is a huge pig! He eats nonstop. We had his one month checkup today. He is ten pounds ten ounces. He has almost gained four pounds in a month! What a pig! He has also grew three inches! HE is doing really well! Also today I went to get the papers for Jaycee to play T BALL, and find out that kindergarten signups are going on! I call the school and get her in for testing tomorrow and they need her shot records. I call the dr and apparently she is due for a couple shots, and now we're going for testing and signups for school tomorrow at eight am and then monday we are going to get shots. Jaycee is going to FREAK OUT. She is so scared to get a shot, its going to be terrible. I'm already dreading it, I can take a baby crying because they forget but I think Jaycee is going to lose it... I also stopped in at work today after the Dr appointment and they are VERY ready for me to come back. IT makes me feel good that i'm missed. I love that place, I never thought I would love my job but i do! I'll be going back on the 20th. So much going on! ahhhhhhhhh

Pictures

2009-03-26T14:26:00.001-07:00

THURSDAY

2009-03-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Well today is Thursday, its weird when you're off work the weekdays don't mean so much lol. When working i'm always so looking forward to the weekends but they don't mean much when you're off. Jesse has a weird schedule so he doesn't get all weekends off either. We're all doing great here. Kolten is growing so fast. Its crazy to see how big he is getting, I take so many pictures and when i look back at the ones when he was first born there is a big difference in my little guy. Jaycee is so grown up now too. She is a MAJOR help with him, she runs around and gets me whatever I need for him. She likes being a big sister and its really sweet.

The past week or so has been pretty nice. Lets see Jesse had to work over the weekend well most of it. He took Friday off to go to a gun show in Indy with Kyle and his girlfriend Amanda. Then Saturday and Sunday he worked. I didn't do a whole lot just house stuff. Monday he worked too and we had thought about taking Jaycee to the washington armory that night for a circus. We told her about it but then he found out at his work that it wasn't a good show, they said its packed in there and its not very exciting so we changed our minds about going. We told her we would take her to buy a toy instead so we headed to meet jesse after work and were heading to BOBES. I LOVE THAT PLACE. Well guess what every time we plan to go there to eat it happens to be a MONDAY and we ALWAYS forget they are closed on Mondays. So we settled for Pizza hutt, defiantly not the same! Jaycee picked out a polly pocket doll set for about 25 dollars and of course the movie BOLT since it had just came out. That movie is so cute. We saw it in theaters. Then Tuesday Jesse had to get up early to go to Linton and pick up a "spa capule" from his sisters salon. They had it along with tanning beds but they wanted to get rid of it and put another bed in the salon because they go over a lot better, so now we have it. Thats so exciting because its like a bed that massages your back. I told him I couldn't wait to use it! We have to get a new power thing ran because it takes a weird outlet though. Then that night we went to a Japanese restaurant in Bloomington where they cook right in front of you. Jesse was so excited to take us. He had been once before with Kyle and Amanda after that gun show and he was impressed. We met Jesses mom and rode with her so she could eat with us too. The food was really good and it was something else to watch them make it. They are entertaining, Jaycee thought it was cool, all of it except for the fire, she doesn't like fire. That night Matt and Spears came over and they all played rock band. We didn't get to bed until about three so we slept in yesterday. Last night I went to the park and did eight laps, thats three miles. I was proud of myself. I love to go for walks, hopefully one of these days i'll be in good shape.. very far in the future lol but maybe! Thanks for reading! lol

The Clarks

2009-03-18T17:39:00.000-07:00

This has been a good week so far for us. Jesse had to return to work on Monday after two weeks off. I value our time that we had off together so much. We really enjoyed it. We did so much and ran so much it seems like! When he went to work Monday we pretty much relaxed. I started cleaning house a bit and Jaycee, Kolten and I walked from our house to the park, Jaycee played and we walked home. Quite the little chug, especially for the four year old! She enjoyed playing though and there were a TON of kids there. Then yesterday we did the walk again and just had to do some running around town! Today we had to take Mr Kolten to the Dr for his two week checkup. So for the baby that was six pounds 13 ounces two weeks ago, guess how much he is now????? EIGHT POUNDS FIVE OUNCES. He gained exactly a pound and a half in not even two weeks! I could tell he was growing quite a bit, he was eating CONSTANTLY. With Jaycee all I did was breastfeed for the first months, then started with cereal and baby food but she NEVER had formula until she was about nine months. Kolten had it his first week. Even with breastfeeding he had to have more! He is a porker! I'm glad he is doing so well! He does have a little cold though I think. He is sneezing a lot and his snot is green so they put him on an antibiotic just to be safe. Hopefully that will pass soon! We had to get it filled at the pharmacy though so we got to visit with all my great co-workers, well the ones in the main pharmacy, I didn't venture to the other buildings! Once home we walked the same route again and some of our friends were at the park so jaycee loved that. Once we walked home I started in on cleaning our downstairs.. yikes. Then made some marinated turkey from the LOCKER for supper. For those of you that haven't tried it, DO IT. That stuff is amazing! Now Jesse is playing XBOX Jaycee is playing DS and i'm on here (with a baby on my lap). We're doing great here and I hope everyone else is too!

Oh I also started working from Home this week. My two weeks off were nice but time to get back into the grind! Thanks to whoever created GO TO MY PC. Best thing EVER. And who would have thought you could use that on a MAC.

This weekend

2009-03-14T22:05:00.000-07:00

We are always running around I swear! Today we started out early and went to Washington for the gun and knife show that Jesse was wanting to see. After we went there we came home just long enough to pick a few things up and let the dog out. Then we went to Worthing to Jesse's moms. Visited for a few minutes and then headed to Bloomington so Jesse could buy a new gun. He picked it up and we went to my sisters for Max's second birthday. We were there until after five and then headed back to Bloomington so Jaycee could build a new "bear" lol well a lamb. She did that and we met Jennifer and Mitch and the boys for supper at BWW's. Then finally headed home and got back to town a little after nine. Well before going HOME we went by Kyle's house so Jesse could show him his new gun and then Galen and Lisa Wagler came home and we stopped in there. I sat and visited with Lisa and Jesse and Galen talked until about midnight! We finally got home and now Jesse is playing XBOX and i'm on here and uploading pictures from the day! Kolten is sleeping and Jaycee is up at my sisters, they asked her to stay over for the night! I'm sure they are enjoying that, the kids love being together! Tomorrow Jesse is wanting to go shoot his gun and Jennifer and Mitch are bringing Jaycee back home. Jesse goes back to work on Monday, he has been off for two weeks so its going to be hard for him to leave and we'll miss him all day long i'm sure! Its been nice having time together with the four of us though! I got things set up so I can work from home so Monday i'm starting back in part time! My two weeks off were great, but now its back to work! lol Things never slow down do they????????

By the way Kolten goes back to the Dr. Wednesday for his two week checkup, I can't wait to see how much he has gained, he eats like a PIG!! I'm breastfeeding with him, as I did with Jaycee but he just can't get enough, he wants to eat like every hour so he is taking some formula too! I swear thank goodness he can take both!!! Here are a few pictures!

Getting into a routine!

2009-03-12T10:47:00.000-07:00

So its been a week and two days since Kolten was born! We're getting into a routine with sleeping, I think! He sleeps quite a bit but last night he only woke up twice during the night to eat. He is a pig and thinks he is starving quite a bit! He's a doll and we're definately very proud of him and Jaycee Ray both. She kisses him nonstop, she is so proud of him! She always says mom I didn't know the baby was so tiny in your belly. She thinks he is something else. Jesse has been off work with me and i've enjoyed just getting to spend time with him and the kids. We've been to T Haute, Bloomington, pretty much all over! He has done very well and he gets all kinds of looks and praise from everyone. Even going to a restaurant is different, they never take our order because they are too busy going on and on about him, and of course being entertained by Jaycee Ray Clark. We have been to my work a few times, I already miss everyone there, they are so great. I love the people I work with, and work for. I feel very lucky to be where I am. A couple days ago we ate lunch with a co-worker her daughter and grandson and Jaycee has been asking if he can come play EVERYDAY. She loves other kids. We're off to Washington now so i've gotta get off here! I'll leave some pictures though!

Baby Kolten

2009-03-04T14:57:00.000-08:00

So the big day has came and gone! We went to the hospital for induction on tuesday at six thirty, we ended up having him at two twenty eight, it wasn't bad at all. He has been great. He just wants to eat and sleep. He doesn't even care to eat actually he just wants to sleep all the time! He is something else. Jaycee is loves him so much and calls him her baby. She kisses him and wants to rub his head, she just loves him. We had lots of visitors and finally got home today about four I would say. Its been a busy two days but its well worth it. We'll see how we do tonight and if we get any sleep but Jesse is off for the next week with me, so we should be alright!

TWO more Days!

2009-03-01T03:29:00.000-08:00

So its Sunday and I've been up since 4AM. Jesse's alarm went off while I was up and I couldn't go back to sleep. I layed there for an hour or so and decided I would just get the day started. I got up and first cleaned out our pantry, then the kitchen cabinets, then the fridge. Then I started downstairs to clean the bathroom and the cabinet down there. I still need to pack our hospital bag but I keep putting it off!

This has been a pretty nice weekend so far. Friday night my sister Mitch and the boys came down to bring us the carseat and stroller. Jesse and I just got some subway for supper and went for a walk right when they pulled in. The kids are so sweet playing together. They love it. We spent a few hours with them before they had to head on home. Its funny because when they leave or we leave from their house Cooper always gets upset, he loves his cousin Jaycee. He asked her if she could come to his house with him. She always says no Cooper I have to go with my mommy and daddy! But she would love to stay there or for them to stay here, she's not afraid of being away from us at all! After they left we went to bed and watched TV. Jesse had to get up and go to work on Saturday and I started in on cleaning. I got our living room upstairs done and our kitchen (the visible parts) swept downstairs and took a TV we had mounted on Jaycee's old bedroom wall (now Kolts room) down. I put it in our downstairs spare room, its a room for all uses I guess. I couldn't mount it so I figured I would wait until Jesse got home for that. Jaycee and I went to the park and walked a lap but it was so cold out we only did one! Then we headed home and she cleaned up her room. When it was time for Jesse to get off work we met him in Montgomery so we could all eat at Bobes and go to walmart. We were also going to pick up a recliner from my mom for when we bring Kolt home. We ate ( WE LOVE BOBES ) and then got a few things at Walmart and headed to Moms. Her boyfriend wasn't there to help load the chair and I figured mom and Jesse would break their backs trying to lift a full size recliner into a lifted truck so we passed on that and headed back home. Jesse had gotten a sticker for his truck in the mail that day so when we got home I took the mount off Jaycee's old wall and then we put the sticker on his truck. Once he was done with the sticker I put him to work helping me hang that TV downstairs and hooking it up to the satellite. I figure when i'm up with a baby at 3 am I'm going to want something to watch. Finally Jesse got to take a shower and we layed down. It was a long day! But of course I did my ritual of getting up to Pee 700 times! I swear it will be a blessing to get up to a baby instead of my bladder! Now i'm headed to finish my cleaning and hopefully pack our hospital bag. Can't put it off much longer, we have roughly 48 hours until we're checking into the hospital!!!! Wish us luck!.

Preparations!

2009-02-27T05:32:00.001-08:00

Its so exciting to be getting ready to bring another baby home! Jaycee is BEYOND excited. She will love being a big sister. She is so sweet. She never stops cracking me up, last night we picked up Matt and he and Jesse were going to go play basketball at the park, well it was too wet so we were dropping him back off at his house and Jaycee said Matt you can come to my house and play barbies with me, Matt was like oh yeah and Jaycee said Yeah I have a boy barbie! He laughed, Jaycee just loves him. We're really lucky that all our friends love Jaycee too, she is a pretty entertaining little girl too!

So Tuesday is the big day, I can't wait. Jesse is getting really excited too. He will be off a week to stay home with us, and that will be great, when Jaycee was born he had just went full time and had to use two personal days to even be there when she was born and the next day, then he had to go back to work! I'll be very happy to have him home this time! This weekend is going to be really busy for me! I need to get a lot of laundry put away, clean house, we need to pick up a recliner from my moms house, pack our stuff for the hospital, figure something out to do with Jay while we're in the hospital and tons more. I know we'll be busy after Tuesday so I better get everything done! Jesse will be working, which sometimes is better because when he's off we're usually busy running around doing other things!

Last night we went for a walk around our neighborhood. I love going for walks it always makes me feel better, more energy and such. Jaycee had gotten a new bike over the weekend so she was excited to ride it. We did close to a mile and it was really dark out so we headed home! She did great on the bike, and Jesse even enjoyed walking. I'm trying to prepare things at work for this coming leave! I have so much stuff to do, I know it will mostly be ok until I get back but I hate leaving thinking that I need to finish things! I am going to see about working from home some. I work at Williams Bros. and i'm a computer girl lol so I can do just about everything from my desk. If I set up a go to my pc account I should be able to help them out quite a bit from home. I'll have to figure that out though. I have been here just about exactly a year and LOVEEEE it. There are only three of us computer people and we kinda have our own parts we do. Kelly is the boss and he delegates things and helps with different things. Bob is the hardware guy, so he deals with our phone system and actual computers and things like that. I'm kinda both. I do hardware and software so I deal with all the software systems we have, and some hardware. We run quite a bit of software, pharmacy software, billing software, word processing software, TONS of different things. Since i've been here we have started THREE new pharmacies, now I think we have nine, so you can imagine three computer people, nine pharmacies, that keeps us busy! I think i'll post a few random pictures. Enjoy!

FINALLY

2009-02-26T08:00:00.000-08:00

So after a second trip to the ER because my blood pressure was outrageous (156/117) and a trip in to the dr's office this morning, Dr. Baker is inducing me TUESDAY at 6:30 AM. I'm sooo excited. He said i'm definatly on my way to preeclampsia (not sure how you spell that) because i've had protein in my urine the past two weeks. And my uric acid level is too high. It went from 5.2 on Friday to 6.2 last night. Not really sure what that means, but its another sign of preeclampsia. SOOO we're very excited, need to get our bags packed and get the last few things we need, playpen, mattress and a diaper bag for goodness sakes... lol

Ready

2009-02-24T08:34:00.000-08:00

I'm so ready to have Kolt here. I'm considered full term TOMORROW. I can't wait. I have an appointment today and they start the weekly exams. Not looking forward to that but hey its part of it I guess. I have a great Dr. he's super nice so that makes it better, I'm excited to find out if i've made ANY progress. I never got anywhere with Jaycee, they had to induce me, after my due date because my amniotic fluid was dangerously low. I was ready to be induced, and glad they checked so nothing bad happened. This go around I have gestational diabetes, thats not so fun, but its been pretty easy to manage. I haven't had to take any shots or do anything to keep it under control. Jaycee weighed almost nine pounds and i wasn't diabetic with her. They say with boys they tend to be bigger, and with diabetes they tend to be bigger. I'm kind of afraid he will be HUGE. I asked Dr. Frances how long they usually let diabetic people go before they induce and he said 38 1/2 weeks. Thats about a week and a half away, but i've been having some blood pressure problems too so lets hope he sends me before that! I still have some things we need to pick up before he is here though! I need to get a playpen, a mattress for his bed and a diaper bag! The bag is the only thing i need bad, he won't be sleeping in his own bed for a while, i'm sure we'll keep him in the bassinet so i'm not too worried about the mattress but its definatly something I need to get soon! My sister is awesome and has loaned us a lot of the things she had for her boys, ( I have a closet full of clothes and we haven't bought ANY) she also borrowed some of the things we had for Jaycee so she gave those back too. I'm SOOOOO READY!! I'll post pictures as soon as he is here. Lets just hope its soon!

Here are some OLD pictures. The baby is my nephew Max.

Thoughts

2009-02-20T05:30:00.000-08:00

So I have been thinking about what to talk about on here. Its kind of nice to get some thoughts out there! Last night we went to Bloomington right when I got home from work. We ate at Buffalo Wild Wings, and then got dessert to go from Olive Garden. We had to pick some things up at SAMS and then we headed home. It was such a nice night with Jesse and Jaycee, I wish we had more time to spend doing things like that. Usually its work, home, dinner, bed and up again for work. Jesse is in his second week of vacation, so we have a lot more time right now. He goes back on Monday and I'm not sure how thats going to be! I'll hate getting back into the routine of getting Jaycee up in the mornings and taking her to the sitters, she is such a bear in the mornings! Hopefully won't have many of those days before the baby comes though! I go back to the doctor on Tuesday, can't wait to hear if we have an induction date or not! Spending time like that with the family really makes me appreciate Jesse though. He is SUCH a good dad, he is amazing with Jaycee. She is quite the daddy's girl. If we meet somewhere after work, she ALWAYS demands to ride home with daddy. If he goes to the store, she must go with daddy. She always wants to do things that he does. Its really cute. It really makes me happy that she has such a great dad and she has a good infuence in her life. I never had a dad in my life and I honestly don't think there has been a day of my life that I didn't think about that. My freshmen year we moved close to town in Odon. I lived maybe two miles away from my dad. How ironic that I lived that close to him yet still had nothing to do with him. He is married now and has two other kids and seems to be very involved in their lives and in the church. I don't see how someone can be so involved with two of their kids and not even care that they have a third child. Not only that but they have a grandchild, and another on the way and could care less. It has always bothered me, alwaysssssssssss. He has a great extended family though. I have been close to his sisers and their kids, and have always felt welcome with them. They are very special people to me, especially because I know they have been through a lot and had a lot of grief given to them just because they treat me that way. They came to my baby shower for Jaycee and they come to her birthday parties, I really appreciate that. It does help me a lot. But thinking of things like that make me appreciate Jesse more then anything. He is wonderful and I know he would do anything for Jaycee and I, and Kolt when he is here! Thanks for listening!!

Crazy

2009-02-19T12:41:00.000-08:00

I think i'm crazy lol. I have been reading Blogs for a while but never thought about starting one. I love facebook and things like that but never really take the time to talk about anything going on. I figure this way everyone can keep up with us!

So a little about me, I'll be 26 in September, and have been married for going on 5 years. My husband Jesse is an amazing guy. I am really lucky to have him! We have an awesome daughter named Jaycee Ray, she will be 5 in May and will be welcoming our son into the world in the next couple of weeks. We've decided to name him Kolt. Jaycee has been gunning for that name since we found out it was a boy, actually since before that. I remember telling her that it could be a girl, and she just said no its a brother. Kids are so funny. Anyway I have a great family for the most part. We're very lucky to have so many people in our lives. Growing up I was never really close to my mom or sister but since starting a family we've grown pretty close. My mom is a really good person, she still thinks she is a teenager sometimes but all in all she's a good mom. My sister is great, I really respect her, she is smart, beautiful and has an amazing family. We love being around them, they are a lot of fun. She has a good job, marriage, kids and still has time to go back to school. I think thats pretty awesome. I hated school and would avoid going back at all costs! lol. Her husband is great too. Mitch has been with Jennifer since I was probably in 5th grade. I think we scared him quite a bit when we were younger, my sister and I were SOOOO mean to eachother!

My husband's family is great too. He has a sister who he is VERY close to. Her and her husband own their own tanning salon in linton named Paradise Tans. It is a VERY nice place and they are very busy with it. His mom and him have had an off and on relationship. They are pretty close now, and she's great.

I have worked at my current job for about the last year. I LOVE IT. I feel SOO lucky to have my job and this is by far the ONLY job i have ever liked. I enjoy what I do, love my co-workers and almost everyday leave work feeling like I really did something. I hope to be here for a long time! Williams Brothers is a great place to work.

Now that my life story is down on paper i'll have to think about what I want to talk about in this! I have a few things that i'm sure will end up on here. 1. For sure, family information. 2. probably how crappy of a time i've had my whole life because of my dad! and 3. my grandma and her husband.. but those are WHOLE other stories!