Old Post back in FEB that i apparently never posted.

My husband thinks this is so stupid, lol Hope he changes his mind! Anyway tonight I got off work and we went to Bloomington. We went to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner and then drove by Olive Garden just to get dessert to go! It was nice time together, we usually can't run around so much but Jesse is on vacation. He has been off since last monday and he goes back this coming monday. Its nice to have time together and not just be in the routine of going to bed and getting up for work, *even though i'm still having to work*!!!

So about the whole dad situation. I grew up never having anything to do with my father. He is married and has two kids now. (three if you count me). I don't really understand the situation because he is very religious and seems to be a great person. I don't know how someone like that can have absolutely nothing to do with his own child. I have always sent him invitations for everything i have ever done, birthdays, graduation, baby shower, every birthday party we have had for Jaycee. Its amazing to me that it could not bother him at all to know he has a grandchild, a second one on the way and he has NOTHING to do with them. I don't get it. It has been really hard for me growing up, my sister has had things to do with her dad's side of the family. I was always so sad when we were younger when she would go do things with them, because I didn't have anyone like that. I don't get it. Sometimes it bothers me too because Jaycee doesn't have a grandfather. My dad could be one but he doesn't choose too, Jesse's dad passed away and he would kill to be involved in her life i'm sure. After having children I can't imagine not seeing them.